Whore
by Mexx

Your face reminds me of a flower
Kind of like you're underwater
Hair's too long and in your eyes
Your lips a perfect suck me size

You act like you're fourteen years old
Everything you say is so
Obnoxious, funny, true and mean
I want to be your blowjob queen

Draco has fallen too far, has allowed himself to become too involved, and knows he should have known better in the first place. He is well aware of what he is and hates himself for it. And still loves Harry all the same, even though it is all Harry's fault. Of course it is Harry's fault, for allowing Draco to get close enough to love him in the first place.

Harry--who never smiles, whose eyes constantly burn a sullen emptiness, and who likes to fuck in corridors dusted with cobwebs so that there's no chance of them being found. Draco lets Harry do a lot of things to him in these darkened corridors, most of which he only puts up with because Harry wants them.

Draco knows he's a masochist of sorts. An emotional masochist at the very least, but not a conventional masochist because after years under his Father's cane, he's quite sure he doesn't like physical pain. But why else would he be locked in such an emotionally turbulent and devastating relationship in the first place, if he didn't like pain to some degree? Certainly not because he likes the way Harry cuts and bruises and bleeds him--he only lets Harry do that because Harry wants to, and Draco doesn't know how to say 'no' to Harry anymore.

It used to be about power, about who could hurt the other the most before they fucked. They used to both be hard by the time the blood appeared; now Harry is the only one drawing blood, and Draco doesn't so much as twitch until it is Harry's lips kissing the back of his neck and begging him to turn over, instead of his bruising fingers biting into Draco's pale skin.

Draco is sure that behind closed doors Harry probably calls him a lot of names, but Draco knows what he is to Harry. Draco is Harry's whore. He lets Harry touch and scold and burn and beat him because he's obsessed with Harry, and would rather let Harry touch him in those despicable ways than have Harry not touch him at all.

Draco has pouted, whore's lips and come-fuck-me eyes, instead of his previously sneering mouth and cold eyes. Harry has taken Draco apart and rebuilt him into something Draco hates. But Draco still loves Harry.

Every time I see your face
I think of things unpure unchaste
I want to fuck you like a dog
I'll take you home and make you like it

 

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